frustated

well, i was wtih my relatives for like an month and it was really hard for me. because like everyone was talking all over the place and i couldn't understand anything was saying and by the time someone translated something for me, it was on to another topic, so i couldn't get a response in. and it made me think, hearing with the two implants that i used to have, was soo much easier, then just only having one ear work. so i am still pretty struggling to understand what people are saying. But i just put on a happy face and say ya i can hear you pretty good. but i can't. 

Summer is almost over, got about a month left. but im keeping myself busy. doing my sports so thats always good. helping my dad with his new house, since my parents are seprated and are on the process of getting divroced. so that is pretty hard, and its going to get nasty soon, so thats sucks. and it hard for me, cause i can't really be around stress or it will tigger my PTSD, which is really bad, since its been in the calm area for like 5 months now. which im really happy about. and it also been about one year and 6 months since i have not gone into the ER, which is soo good, cause i was always in the hsotipal for like almost 6 years now. but the last time i went, was into the OR for my new cochlear implant sugrey. which was nothing. been through worse. so thats good