totally new at this

hey, well i am totally new at this, my freinds thought i should kinda talk and like express of what i gone throught with my deafness and the hardship is has been. like not being able to go to school, getting in trouble of who i am, not able to wear my implant for a period of time, having multplie sugreies so i can just hear. so ya and i also don't really know alot of deaf or hard of hearing people cause i was like always surrand by hearing people and was fully mianstreamed in like 2nd grade.